day 1,

         At last me and her are together. This is one of the happiest moments in my life I finally feel complete. All my friends are happy for me too. It feels good to be me. We sat today talking in her living room it was nice we just talked and listened to music. Unfortuanatly she had to take a shower and get changed to go to her friends house. Oh yeah and my "friend" keeps tellin me shes going out with some other guy. Some peoples jealousy get the better of them i swear.

 

day 3,

         Her compassion is never ending she knew what my "friend" was saying about her but yet she forgives my "friend" she says its understandable. The woman is more than a human can comprehend. However my "friend" is not. I was on the phone to her today but she was going out to dinner with her family or something. My "friend" said she was going out with some other guy. God some people are so desgustingly simple.

 

day 5,

         One such as Her is not a human She is something else something better. She kissed me today and it was beautiful. I have cut ties with that "friend" of mine. Damn my jealous "friends" they can burn in hell of all them I dont need them anymore. I dont need anything just Her.

 

day 96,

         How long has it been since i have seen this thing. The last entry was 91 days ago but that was not me writing . I have lost everything to my blindness to my own stupidity. I have turned all my friends away when they were just trying to help me. I didn't understand the things she was trying to tell me I latched on to what I wanted to hear and blocked out the rest. I will never again feel that way about someone and I will never again have any friends to hurt. Perhaps its for the best loneliness will protect everyone I realise I care about. Solitude is the price for my isolent stupidty and now it must be paid.

 

Factual or fictional you know me you decide.